update on lonely sad

i know people are probably worried because i made us sound sad and/or lonely. and this is true. but i'm also not sad and not lonely. there is so much to do here and so many interesting places and people. it's just hard sometimes. but if you recall, i left austin because it was too easy, so i guess i'm getting what i wanted. i think i'd feel a lot better if i knew how i was supposed to go about having a job for when i get back. and whether i'll be able to find one. i want to teach literature in private schools, for those of you who didn't know.

see the other problem is that i have such limited time with the internet that it's been difficult to feel connected to the world. i never realized how much i rely on internet. especially now that i need to find a job. and now i'm at the dorm using the internet, but all my friends are around so i don't have time to write a proper blog. i'll figure some sort of schedule out soon, i'm sure. i will figure something out soon, i'm sure. meanwhile, the cast of characters continues to build in interesting ways. we had another walking tour with zdenec, which was terrific, of course. we had dance lessons with zdenec too. we're going to a ball! this was also terrific. i think zdenec is probably the most positive influence in my life right now. everytime i'm feeling stressed and i see him, he calms me down immediately. he's full of all of this quiet wisdom. and he's so positive and grandfatherly. he called me his granddaughter.

okay okay i have to go. hannah kicked rhys off the internet the other day because she thought he was using her for her internet, so i feel a little self-conscious that she thinks i'm using her too. so i'll go and try to get to the library tomorrow to write more.

in other news: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. rhys has left the house. he was just feeling sick and now he's feeling better, so everything is fine there.